Watching SnN and seeing you all flustered and confused around her doesn't let me forget the fact that you're this awesome singer with huge vocals and flowing emotions; seeing you doing those slick dance moves during your solo debut performances doesn't take away the fact that you're this goofy piece of funny that doesn't need to try hard to make everyone laugh; watching your drama trailer and cringing at the weird eye expressions you have all the time doesn't take away that awe I have for how high you can go in singing even though you sing the bass parts; much as I don't like it at all, it's the three of you and the two of them now.
I wish I could have been there at your concert, because one more person in the dome would mean that the pain the three of you felt would be lesser, because we'd all be sharing the pain with you. I'd be in the stands, telling you again and again to stop crying, to not cry anymore, but I'd be crying along with you, because this concert is everything. Not because the time has come for you to return to the stage, but because this signfies a new start from all the conflict from last year, for the three of you to come out and face whatever may come, like butterflies emerging from their cocoons.
I'm proud of the three of you, because you didn't know what the outcome was going to be like, but yet put your heart, mind and soul in preparing, recording, practising, praying for the concert to be a success. Because you said this is where you truly belong, that you'd be most comfortable in a place no other than the stage. And because we truly felt those emotions from each of you when you sang, the struggle, the confusion, the sadness, the wistfulness, and of all, the hope. The hope that everyone would accept the three of you despite the break.
The concert wasn't extravagant compared to the previous ones, no fantastic routines, flashing spotlights and smoke, glamourous costumes; you gave it in nothing but the truth - black and white, with new songs and new harmonies, and we know and recognize that effort.
Because we love you, and we're proud of you.